I wonder often if people feel compelled to move and act in a particular direction once they percieve the darkness of the state of affairs we are all inextricably subject to. Where does all this knowledge of darkness take anyone? Or, what is the point of knowing it? Are you going to do anything about it?
"The car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel. And the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides. And a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt. And we're on so many drugs, with the radio on and the curtains drawn... We're trapped in the belly of this horrible [machine](
and the machine is bleeding to death. The sun has fallen down, and the billboards are all leering, and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles." [-godspeed you black emperor](
Each individual feels powerless in the face of the [monolith](
) We are just [getting by](
like everyone else. No one else is doing anything about it, so why should we stand out from the crowd, just to get struck down by the almighty hammer? Is there anything anyone of us can do?
"For we are opposed around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless [conspiracy](
that relies primarily on covert means of expanding its sphere of influence.
On infiltration instead of invasion,
On subversion instead of elections,
On intimidation instead of free choice,
On guerrillas by night instead of armies by day. It is a system which has conscripted vast human and material resources into the building of a tightly knit, highly efficient machine that combines military, diplomatic intelligence, economic, scientific and political operations. Its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised." -JFK
Is there a sense of urgency in your soul? Can you look back at all the years you spent staring at your phone screen with pride or fondness? Are we here just to feel superior in an empty sense to all those who cannot see the darkness as we can? Is it nothing but a vain ego trip, that eventually leads to death? Who are you and why were you born here? Do you really believe the agenda of the fragile puppetmasters? [Are you really willing to bend to their will?](
The FDA is in collusion with Big Pharma and Big Food, to more or less [poison us all with profitable, functional chemicals](
so that they can make money in their own narrow individual lives at the expense of humanity.
The amazon, the vibrant biodiverse lungs of the planet, is being destroyed to make way for soyfields.
Global insect biomass has been reduced to a thin fabric of what it once was.
The governments mandate 'medicines' that do not heal but rather pollute our systems further.
Our bodies are riddled with junk. Whether pm2-particulate from automobiles or microplastics in our bloodstreams or glyphosate in our food.
Towers and antennae radiate super high frequency energy through our bodies to strange effect.
The skies are filled with aerosols meant to augment the weather yet impact the biosphere in strange, negative ways.
[The news](
infiltrates our minds with a constant barrage of sickness, hopelessness.
The climate is becoming deranged beyond repair. A heatwave relaxes upon the global psyche, a delerium of the soul.
Politics continuously parades itself as a public relations scam, and yet all still participate with their attention.
Animals around the world suffer unspeakable horrors without a voice to object. Whether it is the horse with mask over its face to shield its eyes from flies, stuck in a fishbowl world without joy or freedom, or the cow in an industrial farm, stuck between two metal rods, having its milk meant for its beloved children getting pumped out of it daily by relentless machinery hooked to its udders.
The humans who reach an advanced age get shuffled into 'homes' where they are abjectly ignored by the staff who are lodged there for a paycheck.
Wars justify children have their bodies blown to bits, or to survive without the necessary limbs for a happy life.
Children have their souls and spirits [systematically sucked out of their young spirited bodies](
by an omnipresent, unsympathetic, cumpulsory institution meant to transform them into obedient, mindless consumers to oil the machine.
"These [demon days](
are so cold inside, its so hard for a good soul to survive.. you cant even trust the air you breathe, cuz mother earth wants us all to leave. When lies become reality, you numb yourself with drugs and TV."
The [governments](
around the world all have the same stupid agenda: gain more power, or if not full self determining power, power by proxy through favor to larger powers. By exploiting the underprivelaged into endless labour and toil for their narrow, unfathomably stupid agendas. Giant fire dicks thrust into space. Yatchs. Millions of acres of golf courses. Weird goathead child raping gatherings. Whatever sludge they can concoct to futher spit in the face of anything good or sacred about life.
Does it feel like something good is going to suddenly randomly happen to you unless you yourself make it happen? Are you going to make it happen?
What is the [good life?](
I will tell you.
Human beings want to dance. They want to sing. They want to eat the good food of the earth. They want to live with others in daily, vibrant community. With faces they know and recognize. Whose entire life stories they know, and whom others know theirs. They do not want to [live by each others misery](
they want to live by each others happiness. They do not want to nuke each other into oblivion. Maybe in times of despair, but not when you are alive, aware, sensitive.
There is no formula which goes like this: if you kill all the right people, paradise will ensue. Can you believe it, that people actually believe this?
Are you aware that most people believe that we should build a society based on mutual mistrust? That this is in fact what we have done? That human nature is evil, and so should be curbed and stomped on and controlled? Well. If we are such devils, why should one group of devils be able to make another group of devils live better? Who governs governments? Who polices the police? If we cannot trust ourselves, how can we even trust our own mistrust of ourselves? We have no ground to stand on at all. We are adrift in a void of meaning. A void of love.
Love is the answer to all conspiracies. And it begins with love, and forgiveness, of ones self.
We need to heal the planet. We need to practice regenerative agriculture. The planet is dying and needs its most intelligent species to do something about it, en masse. We need to live in mutually supportive community again. We must realize or perhaps remember that life can be fun without screens. You can dance around a fire, write and recite poetry, create and perform live music, make food from plants grown feet from your home which taste ten times better than anything gone through a shipping process, live in a mutually supportive web of humanity who dwell in direct relationship with the land, the earth they dwell on, to the benefit of all. To walk with friends through verdant pastures, paths lit by fireflies at night instead of motion triggered LEDs. To reclaim the wonder and beauty of the unpolluted sky of the night, and of candlelight, of which the soul is fondest. We must sing and dance, and make love. We are so shy from our real desires. We dare not speak them, most of us..The world we grew to accept will forever be the disdain and ridicule of our inner child. And so we have silenced our inner child.
We must start building a kingdom, a world, that our inner child would celebrate and relish being a part of. It must have many animals and plants everywhere. It must have games and festivals and celebrations everywhere. It must have colour, born from humans who have endless free time to make and create what their hearts truly desire and share it with the world and infuse it with more beuaty. Imagine if billions of souls were committed to this task. It must be overflowing with birds and trees and flowers and bees. It must be singing with the laugnter of children and summer insects and spring birdsong. It must have edible vegetation everywhere for all to enjoy without the vile invention called money. It must have no borders, where the whole planet is one big plaground of barrier-less exploration. There is much work to be done, and you can begin now. You can at least form this vision, and orientate yourself to it.
We have tried everything possible...now we must try the impossible - Sun Ra
[Under the Sun, there is a remedy, for every evil.. for there is none](
Its [high time for a new world](https://www.reddit.com/r/collapse/comments/znak2y/high_time_for_a_new_world_poem/), and you are [the whole of humanity](
IF YOU, YOU, DO NOTHING, NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.
THE TIME IS NOW
jacob is there a way for me to give a monetary love offering/gift to you without ongoing subscriptions as i am traveling light traveling lightly and would like to be able to give my monetary love offering in the moment.
once a-gain jason ja-son sun of infinite love, you have expressed in words and beyond ... what is so. i love and appreciate you so. the light i am is and therefore so are you and therefore so are we. one. love. is. boom diggity. happy. joy. full. free. iamyouareweare. now let's play! thank you for play-in' with me.